Track 4: 99 Problems

Its hard to say that I'm not enjoying my summer.

No matter how hard I try to avoid it, I keep finding that glimmer of hope.

I hate being so far away from Mark, but the distance has actually brought us closer together. Our communication is pretty tight.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE my Physics class, but had I taken it during the school year, I would've hated it for completely different reasons.

I'm finding, day by day, that I have very little to complain about.

I have a great family who I'm pretty sure actually loves me.
A boyfriend who seems to be some sort of head over heels for me.
Great friends I know I can call on.
Two well paying Summer Jobs.
And I'm managing to get a required course out of the way.

My summer, I must admit, is not everything I had hoped it to be. But, then again, what in life is? How often are you able to say 'Today, everything went exactly as planned and I'm 100% sure that it turned out the best it could have?'

My point is, things can always 'be better.'
My mom could stop bitching about random stuff, MSTEM could give me the $750 they owe me, and BP could figure out what the hell they're going to do with that oil spill.
Quite frankly if you always focus on what 'isn't' you never get to appreciate what actually freaking IS.

Do you have any idea what a blessing it is to have woken up with the activity of your limbs? to be able to see and hear.

I'm not saying ignore the problems in you life. Just saying take time to appreciate the non-problems... solutions if you will.