Track 3: State of Mind

I'm very poorly entertained by life as of late.

actually, that's not completely true.
My friends have been great and hanging out with them has been amazing.

I guess, this is just not my optimal summer.

Optimally, I'd like to be an Arbor taking classes with a job and a car. Coming home when I felt like it and stuff.

But, this isn't a terrible summer, I mean my mom's not tripping as much as I expected her too, I get to see my Boyfriend at least once a week, and I have a job. So it definitely could be worst.

I just feel so unhappy randomly. I haven't pin pointed why, I just randomly find myself in a 'bleh' mood. I think this is me going through withdraws about not seeing Mark as much as I had gotten used to during the school year.

This too shall pass, I'm sure.

I need to do some Physics homework, But I'm saving it for Monday evening... don't judge me

I'd really just like for that class to be over with.....


God is really trying to speak to me lately. I'm gonna have to make some sacrifices, soon it seems, and sit down and let him have his way with me. Gotta stop fighting it, you know

Taq's BBQ is later, hopefully that should be fun.

I had fun out last night with my random HS crew. We went to the HoDown, Which turned out to be a horrid idea, but the walking around was fun.

I'm not sure how some of them felt about me, but they didn't seem to mind my presence, which is always good.

Gotta move everything from in front of the windows in the apartments b/c they're putting in new ones. Its crazy inconvinent tho

Church tomorrow, all day long, just like the old days. Gonna try and be optimistic and not make it miserable for myself.

We shall see